Moments with Michaela....

What I learned this week....

2009-09-15T13:26:00.000-07:00

Well, I've lost 8 pounds so far, and I have a lot farther to go, but some things that I learned this week, and some things that were a cost of the 8 small pounds I've shed, it may seem like a small battle to some, but to me, as it always has been, its a big one. Thanks for your prayers and support, they are felt!

Number 1 Lesson: The importance of "powdering up," as Jenna called it!

Number 2 Lesson: It pays to be prepared, have my meals ready to go.

Number 3 Lesson: So I guess I can be an emotional eater, I want McDonald's French Fries, knowing that now, strengthens me in that time of weakness!

Biggest Loser Hurts.

2009-09-08T14:26:00.000-07:00

Okay, guys.. I'm feeling really strong, Maria did the Biggest Loser Cardio Max workout with me today, I'm already sore.. we did workout 1 and 2, and were going to do 3 before we realized we are supposed to do it gradually.. it hurt, but I kinda like this pain.

Jillian is one tough broad!

50 Million Pound Challenge.

2009-09-03T13:40:00.000-07:00

Okay, here we go again... again... and again. I've decided, okay, its time to buckle down, lose a few pounds, or a lot of pounds. Its the season in life, were I have the deep conviction to change my life style for the better, I pray from the depths of my soul that this time, the Lord would give me His strength to live it out. Its never easy for me, and I've been overweight most of my life, but I feel the need (like I have before) to change myself.. I know that the change can't come from me alone, but from God, so I am asking you, true friends, to pray along with me, maybe even on a daily basis.. that I would stick to what God has been calling me to for quite some time. That I would rely on him, that I would turn to Him, that I would know His Grace is sufficient for me when I stumble, that I would stay focused and not lose heart. I think more than anything, I need a group of people praying.. will you please pray for me?

I am going to try my hardest, to use this blogspot as a type of accountability, the place where I share with you my worse struggles, my triumphs, so that you might share specifically with me, and also that you might know just how to petition for me and with me in prayer.

My boyfriend and I, have both, continually found the desire to change together for much of this last year, and he found this website because of the referral of someone else. It is the 50 million pound challenge, and I did some reading, and research. It sounds very inspirational and informative. It equips you with monthly menu plans (which I need tremendously), a daily journal option, a food and activity tracker, and a progress chart. Not to mention tons of resources for new tips and ideas for weight loss. Feel free to check out the site if you have a free moment http://www.50millionpounds.com/default.aspx
So we are going to try it together!

I just wanted to say thank you to all of you who have encouraged and supported me along the way in my life... don't stop now! :)

Archie and I at the start.

Here's to 26!

2009-06-05T08:59:00.000-07:00

Thanks for all your birthday wishes and for everyone who helped me celebrate my day! I feel loved!

Top 3.

2009-05-14T13:57:00.000-07:00

So.. i realize its been a while since i updated my blog. Especially since Jenna text me yesterday and said, "update your bloghole." So.. here I am. Sorry I am horrible at the blog world. I thought it would be great to have one.. to keep you all updated, but it has been hard to stay up to date.. and to post when important things happen. So... again here is another one of the "Top 3 Things in my Life," posts.

NUMBER 1. Please keep my boyfriend and his family in your prayers. This last weekend his 5 year old nephew passed away in his sleep. Although I only knew the little guy for a short time, he captured my heart. He was a very special little man with down syndrome, he never spoke eloquently, he may not have understood much of the world yet, but he was vibrant, he was lovable, and he was loved. I rejoice, because I know that in heaven he will be perfect, in body, in mind, and in spirit. The funeral is this Saturday, so keep the French family in your thoughts.

NUMBER 2. I'm bringing Archie home this summer! Its a big step that he wants to come and meet everyone! We are looking at coming in July.. I would like to see ALL of you.. soo maybe we can organize a couple of BBQ's, or as they call them here.. a couple of cookouts. I'd love the opportunity for the important people in my life to meet each other!

NUMBER 3. I got a new baby. Her name is Marley. She is a 3 year old beagle that I got from the Williamson County pound. Every southern girl needs a good hound dog. She is still adjusting, learning to live in a new place with a new dog and a new family, but we are working out all the kinks. Here is some pictures.. she is adorable.

I am LOST.

2009-04-09T12:29:00.000-07:00

I love the show lost. I can't get enough of it. I don't have cable here.. so every Thursday i watch Wednesday night's episode online. It is really beginning to get ridiculous though. What the heck are they going to think of next. I still love it. I can't help it.

She came from the land down under....

2009-04-08T11:03:00.000-07:00

So.. i had an old friend from high school come to visit this last weekend! She was an exchange student from Australia when I was a freshman. She has currently been teaching in London, and decided to get out and travel while she was out of Australia. She had already booked a flight to Oregon to visit her host family and a few friends from her time on exchange.. but when she found out I was down here she asked to come for the weekend. She was able to find a flight and we had a great time! I took her to all the old Honky Tonks, and we saw some ice hockey.. its one thing they don't have in Australia. She loved it! Here are some pictures!

We're not in Kansas anymore Toto.

2009-04-08T10:55:00.000-07:00

I had my first couple of Tornado warnings in Tennessee. The first one (where I took these pictures) was while I was at work at Starbucks and it wasn't too scary. The second one I was home alone with my dog copper in a closet waiting for the advisory to go away. They say that if there is a tornado outside it sounds like a train, so every time the thunder would intensify... i would freak out and say, "is that a train?" I survived though.. and the clouds look cool so here are some pictures from the day i felt adventurous!

Attention Bain Family.

2009-03-24T14:15:00.000-07:00

Hey Bains. Um... my subscription to your blog has expired.. probably because its been so long since i was on.. but.. um, i'd really like to read up on your life.. so if you could add me again.. that would be great! Hope all is well!

Love,

Mac.

Starbucks Iced Coffee.. the new gateway drug.

2009-03-22T06:17:00.000-07:00

Wow. I really believe Starbucks Iced Coffee is the new gateway drug. It is readily available and legal. I really believe its like crack.... on ice. I'm feeling the results this morning. Can you have a hang over from coffee? I feel horrible.. it is sad to say but I feel like an addict who needs their next hit. Just waiting to get to work at 9:30 this morning for my fix. I can't even function. I think I have a problem.

Playing Catch Up.

2009-03-12T13:57:00.000-07:00

Its been waaaay too long since I have updated you all. I'm sorry. My computer chord was shot and had to get a new power chord for my laptop. I'll try and give you a little update. Hopefully I'll be a better blogger again. Love you all.

My New Tatoo.

Love And Stuff.
So.. I started a new relationship. This is Archie. He is wonderful.

The Biggest Loser.
I stood in line for 8 1/2 hrs for an open casting call for the biggest loser. I never got a call back. :( I'm gonna keep trying though. Here are some highlights.

Went to Chattanooga.. but didn't see the Choo Choo.

2008-12-31T08:33:00.000-08:00

I got a way for a long day trip. My cousin Lois from California is here and us ladies hopped in the rental car and cruised to Chattanooga for the day. We hiked to an underground waterfall.. and then hit the Chattanooga Aquarium, which is ranked in the top 10 of the United States. It was so much fun.. here are some highlights.

The Next Biggest Loser.

2008-12-26T22:46:00.000-08:00

Okay everybody. I'm auditioning for the Biggest Loser. I'm really doing it. I need your input and ideas for my ten minute audition video. So, get back to me. :D

The First Fake Tree I've Ever Owned.

2008-12-07T20:11:00.000-08:00

We bought our Christmas tree today. Its the first fake tree I've ever owned, but fresh trees are astronomical here, and its not like I can hike in to the woods around here and cut one down. It still is pretty.. and its beginning to look a lot like Christmas over here.

A TN Thanksgiving...

2008-12-01T12:36:00.000-08:00

I did miss Oregon a little bit.. and my family when I called home on Thanksgiving Day.. but I didn't go without celebrating ALL I am thankful for.. and part of that being the "family," I have here in Thanksgiving. Maria and I cooked a Thanksgiving meal and had some of our close friends over to share it with..

Thanks Walmart and Ruby for Keeping us warm!

2008-11-18T13:09:00.000-08:00

Hey Ruby, thanks for my beanie (and thanks beka for sending it!) it warmed my heart to have a little piece of Oregon today, and my head in the cold Tennessee weather! Also, Walmart donated a bunch of winter jackets for our kids, we got those today... everyone was so warm, and thankful! Oooh.. just in time for Thanksgiving!

Do the Red thing... Bono is doing it.

2008-11-11T19:36:00.000-08:00

So, I had my Starbuck's employee holiday meeting today. You know to beef up on all our holiday promotion's and the like. We found out that Starbuck's just entered in to a one year partnership with the Red Campaign Global Fund. Bono's foundation to help stop the three largest killers in Africa. AIDS, Malaria and Tuberculosis. Starting the day before Thanksgiving, Starbuck's will be donating a nickel from every sale on one of our holiday drinks to the global fund. I love working for Starbuck's.. they really are a cool company! So, help Africa, go out and get yourself an Espresso Truffle, Peppermint Mocha Twist, or a Gingersnap Latte today!

The Franklin Starbucks..

2008-11-08T10:53:00.000-08:00

So they are pretty much regulars. I think 3 out of 5 mornings a weeks makes you a regular. Each time I have been completely star struck.. I haven't been able to say anything.. I really want to ask to take my picture with them, but I hated to ask because, 1. Nicole wasn't really done up (no make-up, sweat pants, etc.) and 2. They were just husband and wife trying to enjoy a good cup of coffee in the morning.

Maybe someday soon I'll get up the nerve to ask.

Rock the Vote.

2008-11-04T15:42:00.000-08:00

So I did it.. I got out and voted in Tennessee. Its different here, I actually had to go out to the "booths," although they were really booths, but touch screen computers. It was really cool. I did my civic duty.. and you should too! How exciting!

New Short Hair!

2008-10-26T08:21:00.000-07:00

Here are the results of the new haircut! :D

Our Own Little Stars Hollow...

2008-10-25T19:00:00.000-07:00

For those of you that have seen Gilmore Girls, I feel like I live in my very own Stars Hollow. Franklin is so adorable. It is historic, quaint, and it always has crazy little festivals going on like the starlight festival, or the fall festival in Stars Hollow. Today, Maria and I ventured out to see Franklin's very own Pumpkin Festival. It was awesome. There was festival food, lots of people, plenty of costumes, and oh yes, lots of pumpkins. We met my friend Eileen (I met her on project in Chicago) and her husband David. Here are some pics.

I think I'm going to cut my hair??

2008-10-23T14:33:00.000-07:00

I've decided I need a short and sassy teacher cut.. all I ever do is put my hair up now that I work with 4 year olds.. so I did some searching.. I think this is the cut I'm going to get.. and I think I found a trusted stylist here in Franklin...

I GOT THE JOB!!!

2008-10-22T14:18:00.001-07:00

I got the job everyone! I start Monday. Here is a picture of the adorable little Starbucks I'll be working at!

My Upcoming SNL Favorite Female...

2008-10-21T14:37:00.000-07:00

So, every time I watch this lady in a skit, I almost pee my pants. Here are a few of my favorite recent videos of her.

Barista Baby?

2008-10-20T15:41:00.000-07:00

Hey Everyone..

I just had my second interview at Starbucks today, I should know by Friday if I got the job. I'm hoping to work at this specific store, because it is in adorably cute, historic downtown Franklin, not to mention really cool celebs like Keith Urban, Nicole and the baby, Miley Cyrus, and Carrie Underwood come in all the time. Other celebs to be spotted downtown, Jessica Simpson, Tim McGraw and Faith Hill.. so I just think it would be fun to work there.. not to mention, I would get benefits, and a little extra cash, all the Starbucks I can drink (which will allow for some extra spending money in my budget) and a pound of coffee a week! Say a little prayer for me!

Nashville During The Day..

2008-10-19T21:27:00.001-07:00

I have yet to get downtown Nashville during the day to see all the tourist stuff. I've been here for almost two months now.. I finally got down there.. here are some of the highlights!

the phone rang. it was from belgium.

2008-10-18T00:56:00.000-07:00

What the crap? I received a very interesting phone call from Belgium today.
My heart is so, so, so confused.

Punkin Patch!

2008-10-11T13:59:00.000-07:00

So, its October, and fall, which is my favorite season. Although, fall here in TN isn't the same as Oregon. I miss sweater weather, and layering. Oh, layering, there is nothing that a plus size girl loves more than layering. I miss beanies too, and scarves, and seeing my breath in the air. I miss mittens and drinking hot coffee. It still is 80 degrees here. There is still one thing that is the same in October, and that is the pumpkin patch! I took my first field trip at school and Mrs. Olson, myself, and our 16 pre-k students went to Walden's farm for a hayride, petting zoo, and the pumpkin patch. Here are some photos from the day!

Baby Cows!

Look at the size of this turkey!

Finding the perfect pumpkin.

Cotton. I'm in the south, first time i've seen a cotton plant.

Some one on one shots.

The class shot at the farm. Me and all my lil kiddos.

They learn so young...

2008-09-27T13:07:00.001-07:00

So, I have this little boy in my class, and it is so funny. Every time he knows he is about to get in trouble, he says, "you look pretty." I laughed, because he has had it conditioned at a very young age how to get himself out of trouble with the ladies, pay them a compliment. I thought of all the guys I've dated, in their 20s even, that have tried to dig themselves out of an argument, or the dog house by saying... "You look pretty." Here's to the men.

Happy Birthday Little Buddy!

This one goes out to my new favorite people in Tennessee....

2008-09-27T12:30:00.000-07:00

I have to admit.. moving all the way out here was a little scary. I was a little nervous coming 3,000 miles away with next to no social circle. I am starting to settle in though, expanding my circle, doing a little dating, and meeting some truly amazing people since I have been here. This blog is in honor of my new "girlfriends" in Nashville. Susan and Ashley have become so dear to my heart. I love them. They remind me of friends I had while in college, and I think because of that I feel like I've known them forever! :D

Me and Susan.. last night at "the Rado," aka, Silverado's.

Susan rockin' the Reba t-shirt. So appropriate for last night.

the three amigas.

An older picture... from my first week here, but Ashley wasn't with us last night and had to make sure she was included!

I love little kids.

2008-09-20T16:31:00.000-07:00

I love little kids. A little girl in my class drew this picture, so adorable. The same day she asked me, "Miss Egan, how come I don't see you at church?" I told her that I go to church but maybe I don't go to the same one. She is so precious.

2008-09-20T16:18:00.000-07:00

Since I have been here, part of being a good friend is supporting Maria in all of her music ambitions. I don't really mind doing it because I love music and enjoy myself whatever the circumstances. I have the best time for one of two reasons, either the music is so bad, and you think "your mama lied to you," or it is phenomenal! A lot of the time there are very talented musicians, so it is good. This last Thursday we went to a song-writers competition at a local restaurant. (That is the other cool thing.. in Nashville there is live music everywhere, in the most unexpected places.) Maria and her co-writer got second place and will go back to the semi-finals next month. If they win, they get all kinds of things like money and studio time.. its very cool. Anyways.. here are some pics from that night...

oh, and you can listen to the song, "Who I Am" on Maria's myspace page.. http://www.myspace.com/marianoelmusic
don't mind the steel guitar, we are gonna convince Donny to take it out!

Maria on stage.

Us at dinner.

This little boy is gonna be a star, he told everyone to "quiet down, because his song was awesome."

Maria and her co-writer, Donny Sawyer.

Karaoke and Oregon in Tennessee?

2008-09-20T16:13:00.004-07:00

These are our new friends in Tennessee.. and they are so fun to go to Karaoke with!

While walking downtown Nashville we saw a truck from Oregon.. we freaked!

My heart will always be in Oregon.

Mrs. Olson's Class.. my new classroom!

2008-09-10T17:22:00.000-07:00

These are my new kiddos. They are so adorable. I'm having so much fun! I freaking love them. Everything is "yes ma'am."

Downtown.. and the grand 'ole opry.

2008-09-10T15:49:00.000-07:00

Downtown.. and the grand 'ole opry.

1. Cousins.
2. My new friends in Nashville.. they are crazy.
3. Girls night out to Coyote Ugly.. and other bars in Nashville, like the historic "Tootsies." (Where Kid Rock touched my shoulder)
4. I danced on the bar at the Coyote Ugly.. its a tradition.
5. This strapping Marine gave me a boost up on to the bar and almost threw me over!

A few things in Tennessee..

2008-09-10T15:36:00.000-07:00

Roomies.
Best Chicken Ever.
Maria and my cousin performing.
Giant Rocking Chair.
Pumping my own gas.

Tennessee Update!

2008-08-31T16:15:00.000-07:00

So.. everytime I try to upload pictures a little window pops-up and says internet explorer cannot complete and then says it will restart. So I lose everything I've written in my blog and haven't gotten the chance to post pictures. Until I figure out how to fix the problem, you can look at my myspace or my facebook to see all the fun things I've been doing here in Tennessee.

Just to recap the last four days for you...

1. Visited the site of the Battle of Franklin. (civil War)
2. Visited the old city of Franklin cememtary. Which is the site of many confederate soldiers' graves.
3. Ate at Chick-A-Filet, amazing chicken nuggets. Sonic, had a cherry-limeade. Drank my first real sweet tea. Ate Fried Catfish, and Okra.
4. Started work, all my little kids say, "Yes ma'am," to everything!
5. Went to the Grand 'Ole Opry hotel and saw where some of the great like Johnny Cash sang.
6. Hit downtown Nashville where I was touched by kid rock as he was passing me in a historic bar called, "Tootsies," and danced on the bar at Coyote Ugly. Not too mention I saw some of the best live music, in every bar that I visited.

I guess i didn't see everything I need to see in downtown Nashville and we are already planning another trip down there.. more to come. So check out my myspace or facebook! :D

Here I am.. I'm in Franklin

2008-08-27T17:32:00.000-07:00

I am writing to you from Franklin, TN. A little suburb of Nashville.. the place I am calling home. I have a lot to learn and see around here. There is lots of rich history here. Apparently Franklin, was the site of a civil war battle and there is even a civil war cemetery here which I plan to go see.

But for tonight I settled for some sweet tea, southerned fried catfish, and sweet potato fries!

More to come guys!

I'm already a better blogger.. and I haven't even boarded my plane yet...

2008-08-27T05:24:00.000-07:00

Hey Everyone..

I feel so cool. Its 5:25am, I'm sitting at the PDX waiting for my plane to Atlanta, GA to board.. then a short shuttle flight to Nashville, TN... writing you from my very own laptop. My mom gave me a new Compaq Presario last weekend.. and its pretty sweet. The next thing on my agenda is to buy a digital camera.. so I will be doing that when I touch down in TN.. then my little blogger buddies I should be dang good at blogging! I should be able to give you all.. or should I say ya'all.. a taste of the south.

I'm sorry to all of my lovely oregon friends I didn't see before I left. I love you and you will be missed!

I need to be a better blogger.. maybe I will be in Tennessee.

2008-08-12T15:45:00.001-07:00

Sorry I haven't written in so long.

I'm bad at it.

No car yet.. I'm getting awesome at taking the bus.
Transfering.. talking to people while in route. Thanking the bus driver.
I even have my own monthly pass.
Sometimes I get coffee.. or eat my lunch down town in between shifts.
I'm such a Eugenian now... and so green friendly.

I might move to Tennessee though. I've applied for jobs, and I don't need a car there. I'll keep you posted... and if I move there.. i promise to be a better blogger.

My Car is Broken....

2008-07-30T13:39:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys.

My car "Ruby".. aka "Old Faithful" has finally quit. The clutch went out and it will cost me $500 to fix. I really don't want to put that much in to her.. i'd rather get something a little newer.. with less miles.

I need a new ride.. and am kinda stuck.. don't know if I can finance anything.
So, if you know of someone who wants to get rid of a car for $1000 or less.. let me know.. or have any other brilliant ideas I would love it!

Thanks...

Belgium. Really.

2008-06-07T21:04:00.001-07:00

So.. I think I might really be going to Belgium for reals now. I will give you the update.. the when and for how long as soon as I know.. but, pretty sure its in the VERY near future! But.. anything can happen.. so I will let you know.. as soon as I do!

The Fusion.. its so hot right now.. literaly.

2008-06-05T14:24:00.001-07:00

*OLD*

*NEW*

So.. forever I have wanted a CHI straightener. I've been using my old ragged Revlon $19.99 special.. which has been alright, but takes like 25 minutes to straighten all of my hair, not to mention it dries it out tremendously. So, for my 25th birthday, the best present yet, next to my green chuck taylors is my new Fusion straightener.. which I guess is so cutting edge ladies. Today.. I straightened my hair in 3 minutes.. in one layer. AMAZING.

25.. What?

2008-06-04T10:59:00.000-07:00

What? I'm 25? It totally snuck up on me so fast. I can hardly believe it. What are the cool things that happen when you turn 25? Like, your insurance goes down.. right? And.. you can rent a large van or something like that. What else is cool about being 25? Let me know. There are lots of things I need to do now that I am a quarter of a century old. Crazy.

Girls Gone Wild.

2008-05-30T11:22:00.000-07:00

"Its Friday night and I feel all right the party's here on the Westside."

I have never been more excited for it to be Friday.

* My best friend Maria is HOME!
* I have a bachelorette party to go to tomorrow.
* Girls night out in Portland.
* 3 Day Weekend baby!

Here are some fun things to look forward to..

1.) Girls night out in P-town.

2.) Via Stretch Limosine.

3.) Cocktails with a few close friends.

... the only thing that would make this weekend complete.. would be to go see the Sex and the City movie tonight.. on opening night... and have a few cosmos to celebrate the occasion.

If I ruled the world...

2008-05-22T11:05:00.000-07:00

So.. last week was really cool. I don't know if any of you knew this but the big New York Rapper NAS was in the Northwest. He was in Eugene Wednesday, Portland on Thursday and Seattle on Friday. I really wanted to go to his concert.. but admit I didn't know much of his new stuff.. only the old school days of .."If I ruled the world." So, I didn't want to pay $30 for the ticket. But, Wednesday afternoon I was on my way home from work when they announced on the radio (and yes, I listen to the radio in my hooptie ride.. not an iPod, or even a CD player) that they were giving away NAS tickets. So, I called in only to my dismay I did not win. The DJ told me they would be giving away their last set of tickets within the hour, so I should stay close to the radio. I did just that, cranked 94.9 Jamz in my house while doing some cleaning... I heard the announcement to call back in and be caller 21. I did. Caller 9, busy, busy, busy, busy, caller 16, busy, busy, CALLER 21! The call sounded something like this.

DJ: 94.9 Jamz
Mac: You better tell me I'm caller 21.
DJ: You're caller 21.
Mac: SHUT UP! SHUT UP!
DJ: Woah girl, you don't gotta tell me to shut up, I'm giving you some NAS tickets.
Mac: My bad, I just didn't think I would win..

Hillarious.. and awesome.. who really wins crap off the radio? The show was amazing! I'm glad I won!

Stop Killing the Children...

2008-05-20T11:40:00.000-07:00

In October 2007, ten year-old Arthur Jones was on his way to buy some candy when he was caught in the crossfire of a gang feud in Englewood. Arthur is just one of 24 Chicago Public School children who have died this school year due to violence. The situation is tragic and alarming. So what is being done to stop the violence? I watched a town hall meeting tonight aimed at solving the problem of violence in Chicago. Solutions offered were many and varied, touching on education, employment, parenting and policing. As city leaders shared, it became obvious that the problem facing our city is complex and widespread. Though certain neighborhoods are considered hot spots, the affects of violence reach everyone and everywhere. That means everyone, everywhere needs to be part of the solution. Sadly, it seems much of the Body of Christ isn’t getting involved. There are some concerned groups of believers who are hitting the streets to make their presence known. I joined a prayer group this morning outside a public school in Englewood. It was good to pray, but I left thinking, ‘If more believers and more churches were actively pursuing peace, then we could really make an impact.’

... although I am not in Chicago.. I am still very much touched by what is going on there.. this was taken from a recent prayer letter I recieve from the Harry family who is serving there with Here's Life Inner City Chicago. Its alarming.. and scary to me, and I wanted to share it with you guys. The last time I was there about a year ago, a 16 year old student was killed while riding the city bus when to boys opened fire. The 16 year old boy jumped in front of a bullet that was aimed at a young high school girl. Just wanted to give you an idea of what's going on there and how you can be praying for the city of Chicago, and those seeking to bring peace to the city.

Wow. 2 Months.

2008-04-25T10:09:00.000-07:00

Hey All.

Wow. Two months since I last blogged.

Craaazy. I'm taking a little break at work.

I now have a full-time teacher's aid position in Junction City. So I guess I'm a tiger.

I loooove it here. I feel like I have known the staff for 10 years.

The students are phenomenal.. I laugh so much every day.. and that is good for the soul.

Junction City isn't that far from Corvallis, so Corvallis crew lets hang out, or Monmouth crew.. lets meet in the middle!

I just moved in to a new house. It's technically in Springtucky (Sprinfield), not Eugene.

But it's bigger.. better.. and just all around great.

3 Bedrooms.. 2 1/2 Bath.. big backyard. French doors to the living room. Its beautiful.

Come visit me.. I want to have a bbq when the weather is nice! (Friday nights and Saturday's are good for me.)

Belgium or Bust.

2008-03-07T16:33:00.000-08:00

I have been looking for a new job.. it turns out they gave that full-time position to someone else.. oh well, I guess it wasn't meant to be. I've been applying at all kinds of agencies in Eugene and Springfield that provide in-home care. Today, I had an interview on the spot, (It wasn't my favorite companies though, but I am hired pending orientation and a drug test.) I also have another interview next Tuesday, and a possible interview late next week.. so job hunting is fun!0

So, other than teaching little kiddos.. and looking for a second job.. Belgium, and well Raymond.. are the only thing on my mind! I just got my passport about two weeks ago.. so I am saving for our trip.. he is saving too.. and when we have reached the needed amount of funds.. I'll be on a big airplane flying across the Atlantic Ocean! I CANNOT WAIT!!! I think it is getting hard on both of us with all this waiting.. I know its hard on me. Passports are so nifty looking you know?!? Its my first one.. so I still look at it like everday.. and think about that day when I'll have Belgium stamped inside.. and I'll finally meet the man of my dreams! :D

Soo.. until then I try not to day-dream all day.. and stay focused! If you want to the "Michaela meets Raymond Fund," feel free! (I don't think they are tax deductible though) Just kidding, but really... :D

Everyone a far update me with how you are!

On Mckenzie On Mckenzie Best School in the West!

2008-02-15T11:38:00.000-08:00

Hey Friends.

First of all.. I must say that I'm sorry I have been a horrible blogger. Life is busy what can I say? I am loving life right now though, its great! I'm LOVING my new job, i've been subbing at a specific school for the last several weeks. Yesterday they told me that a full-time position is opening soon because a girl is going on maternity leave... and they are considering me for the position! Saweeet. I've already gotten used to the kids there and started to build relationships, so it would be awesome to get to stay, plus I'd have a consistent schedule each week.. and the consistency of working with the same kids!! Basketball is going good. We're in league playoffs right now.. we lost to CROW High School last night, so we have to play Saturday at 2:30pm for 3rd in our league.. then we will advance to the state playoffs and travel a LONG ways away for our first round. If you are not up to anything Saturday afternoon, swing by and see us at Junction City High School.. where we will be playing the Alsea Wolverines, (sorry Rubes, we gotta beat 'em!).

I'm posting a really cute pic of me and one of my seniors, Katy. She's one of my favorites!

miss you guys.

The Number Thing is Cool....

2007-12-21T17:29:00.000-08:00

Hey, so I wanted to do what all my cool blogger friends who are too busy to blog do..
..write a numbered list of updates, cuz, well, its cool!

1. I got a new job! I love it, I am a substitue teacher's aid for special education in the Springfield School District. So far, i have worked at 3 elementary schools, one middle school, and one high school! I love it.. I am combining my two passions in life (people with disabilities and kids, its a great fit!)

2. I still love coaching. We are 4-1 in league now. (We lost to the infamous Lowell Red Devils, but we'll bounce back and get 'em the second time around) Last night we beat McKenzie's long standing rival, the Mohawk Indians, and it felt good! The Eagle alumni in me was especially happy.

3. Last night we had a basketball girls Christmas party. It was so much fun. I made enchiladas for my hispanic player Teresa, because she didn't really believe me that I am ethnically diverse and a quarter mexican. I think she believed me after she ate 'em. We also did a gift exchange and played games. I got the game LIFE in the gift exchange so we busted that out. I came in second place, retiring with 335,000, 3 kids (a set of twins, and a baby boy), I was a vetrinarian. The new edition of life is crazy, you can go back to school later in life, and they even have "lawsuit" spaces, where you can take someone to court for $100,000. Sure sounds like 2007 huh?

4. Christmas is in 4 days.. I'll be spending it with my family in Blue River, not in Belgium, but the trip is being postponed.

5. I have lost close to 15lbs.. yay. :D

6. My brother and I have started looking for places to live in Springfield, we may be roomies soon, I think that will be lots of fun!

That's my top six most important things to report.. I'll have more for you soon!

2007-12-21T17:22:00.001-08:00

Hey Everyone...

...just wanted to take a minute to wish you all a very, Merry Christmas!

I pray that you all experience the peace, love and joy of the holiday season!

Quick McKenzie Basketball Update.

2007-12-11T15:58:00.001-08:00

Hey Ya'll.

We are 2-0 in league. We beat two teams above us in league! (So technically we could be like second in league) Tonight we are playing the power house of our league!

Hoping and praying to beat the Lowell Red Devils tonight.. this is what "Rev Run DMC" had waiting for me in my inbox, so I am feeling pretty optomistic!

"Good morning. The will to conquer is the first condition of victory. I rate enthusiasm even above professional skill... - Sir Edward Appleton (Get going!)"

God is LoveRev Run

We got our first Win!

2007-11-30T12:43:00.000-08:00

Hey Everyone.

I just thought I would actively keep you updated on our record for the season.
The McKenzie Varsity girls got their first victory last night, and it was a league game at Alsea!
Alsea was supposed to be favored over us, (its supposed to go Lowell, Crow, Alsea, McKenzie) but we pulled out the W. We were down 9 at the half and came back and won by 3. The calls
were horrible the first half, I thought my center Katie was going to have a broken back after the
number of times she had an over the back foul (with out a call).

So, we are off to a 5 hour roadtrip tomorrow to play a non-league game in Powers.
Then we have a game at Oakridge Tuesday, and one at home on Thursday, then its off to
South Wasco (its somewhere really far away along the columbia gorge) for a two-day tourney!

Hope you guys can make it to a game sometime.
I love this coaching job, i forgot how much drama there can be in girls athletics, but I am still
having the time of my life!

2007-11-16T12:37:00.000-08:00

Hey Guys..

Just a quick update. 9 days until our first games. Yikes!
Our girls are so good though. I am confident about Oakridge at home on the 26th.
I'm still sore.. i think I have shin splints, (which means my legs need to get stronger!)

The Ducks lost to Arizona yesterday. Hey, can you blame us.. we're out CAM, Paysinger, Stewart, and our main man heisman runner, Dixon. I'll be honest I cried a little bit though.

“I’m not worried about that at all,” Dixon said to ESPN about the Heisman race. “I’m playing for my team and my teammates and they know that.”

I have a good job opportunity hopefully opening up soon.. I'm excited about that.

I'll keep you posted.

An update.. from the hermit Michaela.

2007-11-09T10:25:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry, I have been away from the world for the last week.

So, living up on the McKenzie has its perks.. but one thing I haven't coped with yet is feeling as if I am a hermit.. secluded from the world. Right now, I don't have internet access there, which makes regular blog posting hard. Believe me I am working on getting internet.. and soon. But, for the time being.. I will try and update you on everything that has been going on in the last week.

1. Basketball: This week has been amazing. It was our first week of practice. I made a commitment to do the conditioning with my girls. I didn't want to be one of those coaches who just barked orders from the sidelines, and I thought it would be good for my workout regiment. It was good, but I totally have that muscle soreness that I used to get from daily doubles volleyball, and its only from some silly drills, and a couples sets of 16's. Nevertheless, I feel good and tired after each practice. Coaching 1A basketball is unique and a challenge, but so FUN. I finally feel like I am settling in to my role as coach. I went to the high school for lunch this week to try and recruit some more freshmen to play ball, at it was so crazy to hear the girls call me coach when I walked in. 10 full practices until our first game!
2. Body for Life: Just a quick update.. I have lost 10lbs since I started! I feel great, I more energy, and I even fit in to an old pair of jeans! I am stoked. Thanks for all the support and encouragement friends! You guys are so great!

3. Some Light Reading: I have lots of spare time in the evenings with no internet and right now no cell phone so I have been doing a lot of reading. I'm finishing up this book called "Red Moon Rising." Its a Relevant book that I started a while ago, but had never finished. Its all about the 24-7-365 prayer movement, and its very challenging and
exciting to read about what God is doing in and through prayer all around the world. I
highly recommend this book! Its great.

Gonna get my swirl on....

2007-11-02T15:18:00.000-07:00

I found these pictures online when I was researching interracial dating.. aren't they beautiful?

McKenzie Girls Basketball 2007-2008

2007-11-02T14:10:00.000-07:00

I'm just writing to tell you that basketball season is upon us.
Season kick-off November 26th with Oakridge High School at home.
I'm gonna include the season schedule for all of you in case you wanna catch
a game.. or two. :D

Plus, I'll snap a picture of me sportin' my new Mckenzie Basketball tshirt.

Come support my girls... GO EAGLES!!!

McKenzie Girls Basketball 2007-2008 Schedule.

Mon

11/26/2007

Home

Oakridge High School

7:00PM

-- --

Thu

11/29/2007

Away

Alsea High School

5:30PM

-- --

Sat

12/01/2007

Away

Powers High School

5:30PM

-- --

Tue

12/04/2007

Away

Oakridge High School

5:30PM

-- --

Thu

12/06/2007

Home

Crow High School

5:30PM

-- --

Fri

12/07/2007

Away

South Wasco County Tournament

TBA

-- --

Sat

12/08/2007

Away

South Wasco County Tournament

TBA

-- --

Tue

12/11/2007

Home

Lowell High School

5:30PM

-- --

Fri

12/14/2007

Away

Mapleton High School

5:30PM

-- --

Thu

12/20/2007

Home

Mohawk High School

5:30PM

-- --

Sat

12/22/2007

Home

Umpqua Valley Christian School

2:30PM

-- --

Thu

01/03/2008

Away

Eddyville High School

5:30PM

-- --

Sat

01/05/2008

Away

Siletz Valley Charter

5:30PM

-- --

Tue

01/08/2008

Home

Triangle Lake High School

5:30PM

-- --

Fri

01/11/2008

Home

Alsea High School

5:30PM

-- --

Tue

01/15/2008

Away

Crow High School

5:30PM

-- --

Fri

01/18/2008

Away

Lowell High School

5:30PM

-- --

Sat

01/19/2008

Home

Country Christian School

2:30PM

-- --

Tue

01/22/2008

Home

Mapleton High School

5:30PM

-- --

Tue

01/29/2008

Away

Mohawk High School

5:30PM

-- --

Fri

02/01/2008

Home

Eddyville High School

5:30PM

-- --

Tue

02/05/2008

Home

Siletz Valley Charter

5:30PM

-- --

Fri

02/08/2008

Away

Triangle Lake High School

5:30PM

-- --

Girls Junior Varsity

Thu

11/29/2007

Away

Alsea High School

2:30PM

-- --

Tue

12/18/2007

Away

Lifegate Christian School

5:30PM

-- --

Fri

01/11/2008

Home

Alsea High School

2:30PM

-- --

Fri

01/25/2008

Home

Lifegate Christian School

Fall Frenzy and Stuff...

2007-10-23T14:59:00.001-07:00

So.. I've decided, although I am sure I was already certain of this, I LOVE FALL.
It is seriously my favorite season. The leaves, red, orange, yellow.. crisp days.
Its beautiful.

Yesterday, I decided I love kids and I can't wait to be a mommy of my own.
I think a combination of seeing all my friends becoming mommies, and spending
time taking care of my cousins has really got me on this mommy kick. Yesterday
was as good day with my cousins kids.. we did arts and crafts in the afternoon... they helped cook dinner... we went for a walk after dinner with the red wagon and our bikes and collected leaves.
We had bath time.. then story time.. then I had to lay down with Seth and cuddle him until he fell asleep. He snuggled right in beside me and started snoozing. It was so cute. I can't wait to cuddle my own...

here are some fun fall frenzy pics.. and some of the kids that take up all
my time!

Weight Loss and Stuff....

2007-10-19T13:51:00.000-07:00

This week has been really good in so many aspects. I have been encouraged more ways than I can count.. and its awesome. Let me break it down for you.

Encouragement One: Lifestyle Change.

So I started my lifestyle change this week right? Okay. So, for the first week it wasn't so bad. I changed how I ate, worked out, and it was great. It wasn't the most perfect crossover week, with a new change and all, but I felt more conscious about all of my behaviors. I felt good when I worked out, I had lots of energy. I felt satisfied with the food I had. It wasn't too incredibly hard for me to eat breakfast every morning. It was the first week.. just the beginning, some say people the beginning is the hardest. I don't have a fancy "body bug" like my friend Tiffany, and I didn't go to a nutritionist to find my body fat break down, etc.... but (drum roll).. with my first week attempt, I lost 5lbs. I'm encouraged.. and excited. Just wanted to share the news with all my friends along for the ride.

Encouragement Two: Trip to Monmouth.

So, I had two days off, and on a whim I got to go to Monmouth to visit some old friends. Some, I haven't seen in several weeks, some, several months. It was great, I drove to M-town, just in time to make a cameo at the Campus Crusade weekly meeting. The leaders were all linked up for prayer, and when they opened up, there I was. Smiling and gleaming, mostly from my own excitement. I heard a good talk on dating.. hung out with the sophomore girls, made a surprise visit to my friend Karin's slash Greg and Lauren's for some Mario Kart, saw my friend Kristen and her beautiful little girl Maddy, spent a day with Michelle Mckinney, had dinner with the whole fam, saw my Randi Jo, went to watch my friend Laura Mackie coach Lebanon soccer at Dallas (Lebanon one 3-2), had dinner with Mackie and one of my favorites Megumi, participated in some discipleship activities for old time sake, and then this morning made a quick stop in Lebanon to visit my friend Jessica, and her beautiful new baby girl Ruby. Gosh. I'm tired.. but it was worth it!

Now. Its back to the grindstone. Waiting to hear from Costco, filling out some other applications online today too.. just for fun.

Inside Brookhaven....

2007-10-14T11:54:00.000-07:00

So, I watched this documentary the other day.. it was the scariest thing I have ever seen. It was on TLC (which happens to be one of my favorite channels) and it was called, "Inside Brookhaven." It was a documentary of 3 individuals at an obesity clinic in New York.

I know that in the years after high school I have put on more than my freshmen 15, and each time I want to "get healthy," I go on a health food kick, or run a few miles, but then sooner than later, I am back to my old routine... one of random exercise... and eating whatever I want. I peered in to the lives of these 3 individuals.. I was sad, scared, and hopeful that my life might have a different outcome, if I was serious about changing now.

The sad thing.. is these people never had the desire to be monstrously obese, and it wasn't like they wanted to wake up and way over 700 pounds, but a series of lifestyle choices led them to their current condition. I cried nearly the entire time through the hour long segment. I thought to myself, I don't want to wake up one morning, realize I am prisoner to my bed, and prisoner to my lack of self-control.

These are the things I desire for my life. I desire to be young and vigorous. I desire to be a desirable bride. I desire to be a healthy mommy with lots of energy. I desire to see my grand-children grow up. I desire to feel good, with little limitations. I desire to live the days the Lord has for me knowing I am at my full capability of performing all He has in store for me.

I know the people that care about me have urged me to take steps to maintain a healthy life-style. But, I think in the last few months, as the thought of a real possibility of growing old with someone has given itself, I really do want the opportunity to grow old with that person. I just want life.

I talked about my plan with a man, that I am pretty sure I love already. He has been the most supportive person in every aspect in my life.. its no surprise to me now that he would join in this journey with me as well. The amazing part about it, is he has already made me feel like the most beautiful woman alive. He has already affirmed to me his love, a pure one. He has already established who I am to him. He is wonderful.

So, I am starting the "Body for Life" challenge. Your prayers and encouragement are much needed.. this is going to be a dynamic change, but one that will not come with little effort or challenge. I'm scared... and excited. Seeking the Lord for his encouragement and strength because I know its something I cannot do on my own.

"Because of the extravagance of those revelations, and so I wouldn't get a big head, I was given the gift of a handicap to keep me in constant touch with my limitations. Satan's angel did his best to get me down; what he in fact did was push me to my knees. No danger then of walking around high and mighty! At first I didn't think of it as a gift, and begged God to remove it. Three times I did that, and then he told me, My grace is enough; it's all you need. My strength comes into its own in your weakness. Once I heard that, I was glad to let it happen. I quit focusing on the handicap and began appreciating the gift. It was a case of Christ's strength moving in on my weakness. Now I take limitations in stride, and with good cheer, these limitations that cut me down to size—abuse, accidents, opposition, bad breaks. I just let Christ take over! And so the weaker I get, the stronger I become." 2 Corinthians 12:6-8 (the Message)

Raymond.

2007-10-06T13:34:00.000-07:00

Sports.. and sports apparel.

2007-10-05T13:13:00.000-07:00

Last night I went to see my old volleyball coach, and her team.
She coaches for Cottage Grove now, and they did alright. There
ranked about fourth or fifth in league right now. They gotta little
shaken last night, after a couple of horrible calls, not too mention
the official allowed the line judge to switch out mid-match, which
is completely illegal. Anyways.. they lost in 4 games. I have to tell
ya, all these new rules are crazy. Rally scoring, net serves.. weird.

I went to the game with my brother, and his girlfriend Kaylie, and
they were a lot of fun to watch the game with. Also, my brother
had a business venture with a guy he knows and some of the UofO
football players. They are making t-shirts for them, I'm sporting mine
"Killa Cam." I'm sure most of you who will read this are beaver fans,
so you won't want one.. but if you do.. let me know.

Always a bridesmaid.. or coordinator.. or wedding stylist.. etc.

2007-10-01T15:16:00.000-07:00

So I had a great weekend. My good friend Maria was home from TN.
Her baby brother got married this weekend, and I had the job of doing her hair and make-up.
That turned in to doing her mom's hair... the the bride's make-up! It was amazing.
I was a little nervous at the task of doing the Bride's make-up... who knew that short stint in
Mary Kay would pay off! It was amazing. I showed up to the place of the ceremony, receiving
a call from Maria while pulling in to the parking lot. "Are you here?! Hurry up and come up stairs,
you need to do the bride's make-up!" Crazy. Once I got all the styling done my new job of photographer took over. There was professional photographer there, but I took some snapshots
for the groom's parents, with their camera. It was amazing.. and then, to top it all off, I helped to
finish the evening by decorating the departure vehicle.

I've decided I should be a wedding coordinator. That would be awesome. I'm sure my psychology degree would fit in there somewhere, right? Haha. Well, I don't know about the coordinator part, but I did decide I sure am ready to get married. Just watching their joy, sharing that day together.. made my heart long for the same thing. *sigh*

I'll include some pictures from the evening... just a few.

Maria and her family.

Maria.. and I.

Us.. again. Nice make-up, eh?

Single Parenthood?

2007-09-27T18:03:00.000-07:00

I have been baby sitting for the last two days.
I've come to the conclusion, there is a reason
God intended there to be two parents. Its hard
work, I can't imagine doing it on my own.
Thats all... its just my thought for the day.

Just an update.. or something like it.

2007-09-26T13:02:00.001-07:00

Hey Guys.

I know, its been a while.
Just a little bit to catch you up on.
Welp, its official, I'm not moving to Chicago.
Weird. I know. For those of you who have journeyed,
in this long, crazy journey, probably feel much like me.
What the heck am I going to do now?
Well, I have some options available. Nashville, TN.
What isn't cool about the country capitol of the world?
Or.. if that doesn't strike your fancy, how does...
the official assistant coach position for the varsity girls
basketball team of Mckenzie High School sound?
I might actually have a chance to break in the high-top Nikes.
And, then of course. There is Raymond. Sweet, Raymond.
I'm praying and hoping with him toward Belgium for Christmas.
Picture this, snow, a quaint little cabin in the Belgium country side.
Coffee, fire, presents, pajamas.
Sounds amazing to me.

So.. I cried for about 45 minutes on Monday when I made my decision.
I grieved the loss of a dream to realize I am embracing..
...gaining perhaps a bigger one.

Nashville at Night.

Belgium at Christmas.

Jordan's I want for 07-08 Basketball Season.

Results of the quest.

2007-09-13T00:56:00.000-07:00

So. I spent all day at the beach. I love the Oregon coast, its beautiful.

I didn't recieve some miraculous sign, like a whale beaching itself, and speaking something prophetic. After all day, I had a quiet assurance that I need to stick with my original decision of the 24th. I could explain it all to you, but I fear it would take forever. If you want to know the details, give me a call, and I'd love to explain everythind leading up to my decision. Here are some pics from today though.. it was a wonderful day for a Spirit Quest to the beach. Thanks for your prayers!

Off on a spirit quest.

2007-09-12T08:52:00.000-07:00

Its that time of year again. Where I need to sort through some big decisions. Many of you know I have been working at getting to Chicago.. well, the plan that I have had in my head hasn't been executed quite like I thought it would. I recently had a long conversation with a mentor, and very close friend. I left the conversation with peace, and understanding about the future, and thought I was ready to make a decision. I was wrong.

I am currently at about 40% of my needed monthly support, and thought that I would make my official decision by September 24th, to go or not to go, depending on the level of my support. Yesterday, another option came my way. I have the opportunity to work part time to supplement the support that has not come in. I have no idea what to do now. I am taking the next three days to pray, and seek the Lord for His will in my decision. So today, I am leaving for the beach, to get away, without distraction.

You're prayers would be appreciated for the next 48 hours as I wait on the Lord for clarity.

The beginning of something new...

2007-09-03T22:33:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone.

I have been wanting to start one of these blog-spots for quite some time. I wanted a way to keep my family and friends updated with what is going on in my life, and well with technology like it is, here we go. I hope those of you that do decide to read it from time to time will enjoy it, and in an age where we grow more and more independent, my hope is it will keep you in my life and close to your heart.

My life is currently at a crossroads. Sure, I have found myself at one of these pivotal times many times before, but like almost every other time, the decisions that are ahead of me seem to be monumental. For the last four years, I have dreamed of going back to Chicago, a city I know and love, to live, serve, and share the love of Christ with the inner-city. Here I stand, two days after the original departure date with 40% of my needed support. At a time like this, it really makes a person question whether or not they heard the voice of God correctly. So, after a night of pouring my heart out to the Lord, I am at a stand-still, waiting to hear His voice, hoping it would be loud and clear, but willing to settle for the soft whisper of assurance.

About a year and a half ago, a wonderful friend came in to my life. His name is Raymond. He lives in Belgium, a native of Cameroon, Africa. He has a heart of gold, one that loves, seeks, and shares the love of Jesus Christ. His friendship has been the most surprising thing I have ever experienced. Living thousands upon thousands of miles apart has really begun to be a battle for me, but with the help of God, and a patient, enduring partner, we wait. We wait on the Lord, that in His time, He will bring us together, in the same place, to experience the things of life together. Together we are hoping for Christmas.

So the future is there... and a bit unclear. But, I am learning to know and trust that God is sovereign and He does have a plan. I may not know what tomorrow holds, but I know what forever holds, and I know that God is good and that His love endures forever.

I am reading a great book called "Red Moon Rising," its teaching me all about the power and importance of prayer. Great, great book. I'm hoping as you are a part of my life, and as you may read this, you may learn how you can more specifically pray for me.

Thank you for journeying with me.. for being a part of my life.